OH GOSHHHHH!!!!

Walau eh I am so friggin' pissed with myself! I had

OH GOSHHHHH!!!!

Walau eh I am so friggin' pissed with myself! I had my Analog test earlier on and it's a pretty easy paper but I screwed it up! =((((

And I had even dream of scoring full marks for it. Yeah it is THAT easy. Which is why I am so angry with myself. Cos I am (always) so careless! Grr.

*bangs head against wall*

Now I'd have to put in more oil for my finals to get an A. SIGH. Why oh why??!!

boohoohoo

i feel that i should write/blog this down.

The first person I could really connect with when I first got here (UMP) was Wei Zhen. We kinda hit it off almost immediately cos being the rare kind of people (read: half banana) here our thinking and stuff are quite different from the rest.

Got my period today.

So that kinda explains why I was in such a lousy mood these past few days. Heh! PMS le! Never thought I'm one of those who are affected by it ;p

Got my period today.

So that kinda explains why I was in such a lousy mood these past few days. Heh

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bladdy hell!

no water again -.-||

Earlier on I got the inspiration to PS but because there were only 3 and a half bucket of water I decided to hold it in. But walau eh! It's so torturing that I cannot tahan and I JUST HAD TO GO!

And guess how much I pooped.

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only 1 batang. Sweat ;=.=;

Ok so maybe batang is a bad penjodoh bilangan but I really dunno how else to describe the poop. You get the picture. LOL.

I thought it was gonna be like Afghanistan or prolly Iraq but well, it's solid like Pam's implant. ^.^/

So yea, this week has been really tiring and my patience has never been tested like it has been before. Let me reel back my memory.

Sunday night: Sew, FunFun, Tai Lou and Pikachu got into an accident. Car's damaged but thank God no one's badly injured. Sew however had a bad knock on her head. Accompanied FunFun and Tai Lou to make police report and settle car repair stuff. By the time everything ended it was already almost 4 am.

Monday: Machines was cancelled. Halelujah Amen! Went to look for sensei regarding the Japanese drama but he was mia -.-'

Tuesday: Skipped afternoon class to accompany Sew to Kuantan Specialist Centre for a check up cos she was really worried bout her head. She had a CT scan and the bill came to RM558 *mata terbeliak* Then had a surprise that sensei insisted that we present our drama on that day itself when yesterday he said we could submit it on Friday. Kancheong crazy pig sia! But (thank God again) he decided to be nice and said we could hand it in on Friday instead. Phew. At night, we shot our second scene. What I estimated would take about half an hour took up 2 whole damn hours! Walau eh can pengsan sia! To sum it all up Tuesday was all busy busy busy!

Wednesday: Did industrial wiring in the morning (4.5 hours!) and right after that shot our last scene for the drama. By the time it ended I was already very tired and grumpy and annoyed. Brr~

Thursday: Had a full schedule and at night it was Test 2 for Machines. After that my group members and I edited our Japanese drama. Yet again, what I had estimated to take up max 3-4 hours took us almost 10 hours! CAN. DIE.

Friday (today): Was in a really bad mood in the morning cos of the night before. Had Japanese class and sensei was almost 30 mins late! Grr. But anyway we presented our drama and imho our drama pales in comparison to others. Like seriously, even though we've spent sssooo much time on it! Still, I'm VERY glad that it's over =)

So that kinda explains my week. Really looking forward to tomorrow cos I can sleep in! Woots!

I've learned many things during these times. First, I am really amazed at how wonderful Sew's classmates are. Like veryyyy impressed, cos when the accident happened, the fella whose car got hit was very violent and almost punched Tai Lou. Sew was worried that he wouldn't be able to handle the situation so she called up one of her guy classmate to come help him out. In the end when Yaso and I reached the accident scene, there were 3-4 cars of them there. Like WOW. These are what I call true friends cos 'a friend in need is a friend indeed'.

This really got me thinking. If I were in her shoes, who would I have called? Soon and co? Sadly, no one other than my roommates cos I don't have friends here who are to that kind of extent. You get what I mean? This pretty much says a lot about of my social skills. I need to go out and be a friend to others instead of always shying away and be cool. Sigh. I need to change my attitude and be more friendly.

Secondly, I am way too impatient and I-must-have-my-way for my own good. Throughout this whole Japanese drama episode, I am always annoyed at my group members and if our face's colour changes literally according to our mood, mine would be as black as charcoal. No kidding. I'm annoyed because we're of different opinions. I'm annoyed because they are slow to get my idea. I'm annoyed because I think they're not efficient enough. Because the bladdy movie maker is so screwed up. The list goes on.

I'm always blaming them for everything but now when it is all over and I get to think through it, I am very very ashamed of myself. My emotions will be the death of me cos I always let them overcome me. We are all different from each other and we all have our own styles thus a lot of misunderstandings surfaced. However, for my part, I would never ever want to partner any of them in any assignments again. If possible. Cos we're just too different. Actually it's just me and them la.

Amidst all the down-times, I must truly say that I am amazed with Liyana cos even though the movie maker fucked up ssoooo many times, she can still remain calm and patient. She made me see her in a new light. Nothing lesbo though, thank you very much.

Hopefully I will take to heart what I've learned and be a better person.

Good night.

It's 11.20 pm now and yet I haven't study for tomorrow's Eng Lab and Signals quizzes but I don't care cos I really gotta blog this down before I hilang semangat!

So yea SPM and STPM results are out and.....Adrian got 4-flat!

This is like shock kuasa 100000000 la!!!

(4 hours 40 minutes later......)

Just came back from the police traffic station.

Tai Lou got into an accident. Sew Heang had a concussion but we don't know how serious it is yet. Sook Fun and Pikachu are okay though. Thank God. Phew.

Too tired to say any further. Shall update if I have the time.

Now I just hope that I can survive tomorrow >.<|||

If there is any parent whom i admire most, it would definitely have to be Karen Cheng.

She's a Perth (I think) based blogger who blogs about practically everything...from her favourite fashion finds to parenting to erm...just about anything!

Her blog is really entertaining and one can really feel her, as in her emotions whenever she's happy, depressed, proud or whatever feelings she's feeling at that time.

I especially love to hear stories of her kids. How she brings them up. How she's trying to give them every kid's dream childhood. The kind of relationship she has with them is one of a kind cos nowadays how many parents are actually not just their kids' parent but also their best friend?

I hope that one day when I've got the chance to be a mother I would be just like her. And perhaps even more!

Read her blog: http://www.karencheng.com.au/

Yay it's the weekends again!

Oh wait...

I'm here... and it's not like there's anything to look forward to.

Bummer. *folds arm*

Anywayyyy...I went for the MINDS interview yesterday. I think I did ok but dunno la. It's funny how people would say anything just to get what they want (including me ;p). I mean like seriously some of the answers said is like so WTF??!!! Haha

There's this guy when asked what he would do when every time there's a new intake the parents would be horrified looking at the dorms' awful condition, he said that he's gonna kaji what is the cause (of the awful condition) and then bla bla bla. You can roughly guess what he said cos, well, that is the kind of answer people expect regardless of whether or not you would actually do it.

As for me, I was given 2 situations in which the first one is about the recent rapat umum (the gov loves to call it 'illegal gathering' dunno why) and the second one is about the interfaith dialouge which is gonna be held soon. Hmm...you can (again) guessed my answers.

I said I am supportive of them, which is true for the former, but the latter...I said it's a positive step towards integration/harmony/peace/etc because that's what they want to hear. If I had said that's all crap they would've definitely cross me out of the list. Like duh!

I want to be selected as a facilitator. So I say whatever I know they'd want to hear. Doesn't matter that it's not 100% true.

Which gets me back to my point. People are weird/funny, don't you think so? I think that's why it's so hard to find a friend and almost everyone's always trying to step on you to get to the top.

The 1 million dollar question would be this: Why should we (interviewer) choose you?

Hohoho One can really see the 'beautiful' colors of mankind here. I honestly bet that all of them are so not telling the perfect truth! You would gasp in disbelieve listening to some of their answers. Like 'sebab saya sangat bertanggungjawab'

Okay so maybe I should give them the benefit of doubt but to be a role model to the freshies???!! That's way overboard le. You really think you're that good/perfect/ho liao/whatever meh? *koff koff*


Shan't tell you what I said cos it's enough to give even myself goosebumps. Lol.

But I swear I'm not normally like that. It's only when the situation calls for it *shifty eyed*

"I never pretend to be something I'm not
You got what you see when you see what I've got
We live in the real world
I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand
And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
Cot this is the real world
I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am"

Hehe okok so maybe I don't really know who I am completely yet but maybe you can help me? ;p

So yea...I went back over the weekends the other day and boy, did I not regret it!

Haha you must be thinking what a thing to say! Like 'did I not regret it'?! wtf

The thing is...I had not wanted to go back at first cos I just hate traveling such long hours on the bus. A major waste of time, I'd say. But anyway, I went home. And I must say, it's certainly the best weekend I've had at home since leaving home.

Once papa and I reached home, we (and also mom and Kelvin) went for dinner at my favourite hawker place at the lake gardens. Had my usual BBQ wings which is as yummy as ever! Writing bout it makes me crave for it even more! Had siew yoke, loh bak and pineapple fried rice too =D Barely a couple of hours and yet I'm already binging on food. Hehe.

I used to always look forward to Saturdays when I was still in school cos Saturdays usually mean having meals at ah ma's. Ah ma's cooking's the best! Of course, I'm now referring to mom's mom but nevertheless papa's mom is also a very good cook ;p

So she cooked one of her 'qiu pai'....sweet and sour 'hu pio' fu chow style!

It's actually fish maw. The fish's air bladder. Like wtf =O But I swear it's so damn good that I don't care that it's an organ even though I never NEVER take organs of what ever sort!

What really touched me is that mom had purposely kept it till I'm back before asking ah ma to cook it. Aww....I feel loved =D

Then at night went for dinner with papa's side of family at his usual hang out. Food was not too bad but I would have prefer to go for, say, 'nga poh fan'. And speaking of that I didn't get the chance to eat it cos papa wasn't very keen. Sigh, next time perhaps :(

Lunch on Sunday was at Sushi King cos mom got a RM30 voucher from HSBC. Hehe. Don't everybody love rebates! Food was so-so only. Still prefer Sakae Sushi. Their salmon karaage and soft shell crab temaki's the best! *drools~

Then we went to Prima at night. Had the best Ramly burger in town. Nyum!

Monday was home cooked food by mom. It's funny how I used to detest her cooking when I was still at home. But to be fair since I'm not at home anymore she cooks ho liao stuffs which is not the usual norm whenever I'm back. Hehe =)

I wish it's always like how it was last weekend at home. But I guess nothing's perfect and we just gotta savour every moment while we got the chance.

I felt quite bad towards Mandy though. We didn't go boating in the end cos it rained every day. Didn't really manage to spend much time with her even though she came back just for me. I know, where to find such a wonderful friend right? And I forgot to pass her the Enid Blyton books again >.<|||

Ginny's getting older and older every time I got back. Like obviously, duh, but I'm kinda scared to see her becoming old and eventually die T_T

Oh yea I went for a haircut too! I feel like a XMM or 'lala mui' but Zach says it's Japanese/Korean kawaii -.-" Seriously what's wrong with me wei! I never look good with china bangs and yet I still want to get it. Maybe cos somehow deep down I know that with the right hairdresser and chemistry I WILL look good with bangs! Haha obviously deluded!

So anyway that just about sums up my weekend.

Oh before I forgot....my best buy of the weekend: chic cards for only 99 cents from Tesco! A total steal cos i think they cost like almost 10 bucks(?) each normally. Hehe so you peeps be prepared to receive those cards on your birthdays!

HAHAHAHA