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bladdy hell!

no water again -.-||

Earlier on I got the inspiration to PS but because there were only 3 and a half bucket of water I decided to hold it in. But walau eh! It's so torturing that I cannot tahan and I JUST HAD TO GO!

And guess how much I pooped.

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only 1 batang. Sweat ;=.=;

Ok so maybe batang is a bad penjodoh bilangan but I really dunno how else to describe the poop. You get the picture. LOL.

I thought it was gonna be like Afghanistan or prolly Iraq but well, it's solid like Pam's implant. ^.^/

So yea, this week has been really tiring and my patience has never been tested like it has been before. Let me reel back my memory.

Sunday night: Sew, FunFun, Tai Lou and Pikachu got into an accident. Car's damaged but thank God no one's badly injured. Sew however had a bad knock on her head. Accompanied FunFun and Tai Lou to make police report and settle car repair stuff. By the time everything ended it was already almost 4 am.

Monday: Machines was cancelled. Halelujah Amen! Went to look for sensei regarding the Japanese drama but he was mia -.-'

Tuesday: Skipped afternoon class to accompany Sew to Kuantan Specialist Centre for a check up cos she was really worried bout her head. She had a CT scan and the bill came to RM558 *mata terbeliak* Then had a surprise that sensei insisted that we present our drama on that day itself when yesterday he said we could submit it on Friday. Kancheong crazy pig sia! But (thank God again) he decided to be nice and said we could hand it in on Friday instead. Phew. At night, we shot our second scene. What I estimated would take about half an hour took up 2 whole damn hours! Walau eh can pengsan sia! To sum it all up Tuesday was all busy busy busy!

Wednesday: Did industrial wiring in the morning (4.5 hours!) and right after that shot our last scene for the drama. By the time it ended I was already very tired and grumpy and annoyed. Brr~

Thursday: Had a full schedule and at night it was Test 2 for Machines. After that my group members and I edited our Japanese drama. Yet again, what I had estimated to take up max 3-4 hours took us almost 10 hours! CAN. DIE.

Friday (today): Was in a really bad mood in the morning cos of the night before. Had Japanese class and sensei was almost 30 mins late! Grr. But anyway we presented our drama and imho our drama pales in comparison to others. Like seriously, even though we've spent sssooo much time on it! Still, I'm VERY glad that it's over =)

So that kinda explains my week. Really looking forward to tomorrow cos I can sleep in! Woots!

I've learned many things during these times. First, I am really amazed at how wonderful Sew's classmates are. Like veryyyy impressed, cos when the accident happened, the fella whose car got hit was very violent and almost punched Tai Lou. Sew was worried that he wouldn't be able to handle the situation so she called up one of her guy classmate to come help him out. In the end when Yaso and I reached the accident scene, there were 3-4 cars of them there. Like WOW. These are what I call true friends cos 'a friend in need is a friend indeed'.

This really got me thinking. If I were in her shoes, who would I have called? Soon and co? Sadly, no one other than my roommates cos I don't have friends here who are to that kind of extent. You get what I mean? This pretty much says a lot about of my social skills. I need to go out and be a friend to others instead of always shying away and be cool. Sigh. I need to change my attitude and be more friendly.

Secondly, I am way too impatient and I-must-have-my-way for my own good. Throughout this whole Japanese drama episode, I am always annoyed at my group members and if our face's colour changes literally according to our mood, mine would be as black as charcoal. No kidding. I'm annoyed because we're of different opinions. I'm annoyed because they are slow to get my idea. I'm annoyed because I think they're not efficient enough. Because the bladdy movie maker is so screwed up. The list goes on.

I'm always blaming them for everything but now when it is all over and I get to think through it, I am very very ashamed of myself. My emotions will be the death of me cos I always let them overcome me. We are all different from each other and we all have our own styles thus a lot of misunderstandings surfaced. However, for my part, I would never ever want to partner any of them in any assignments again. If possible. Cos we're just too different. Actually it's just me and them la.

Amidst all the down-times, I must truly say that I am amazed with Liyana cos even though the movie maker fucked up ssoooo many times, she can still remain calm and patient. She made me see her in a new light. Nothing lesbo though, thank you very much.

Hopefully I will take to heart what I've learned and be a better person.

Good night.